oh god.. iam going mad lol..
i dreamt of loft! lol
xiaojiejie said i love loft too much XD hahaha
loft-craziness!! woohoo lol

anw good news! my rashes have temporarily cured.. i have no idea what the causes are..
but e rashes have not appear these 2 nights XD lol
so i assumed.. i am cured! lol

bad news! i think i just wasted my day.. only researched for LcL project w a long break after XD haha

ok.. i dun think i got anythn to blog about le.. lol
didn go gym for quite some time le.. i feel too heavy for myself le XD lol
i think i needa work under pressure.. or i just wun do much work at all ==;

currently.. thinking..
frankly speaking.. i have good scores..
i dun haf a dream..
i have bad eyes, meaning i cant see opportunites well enuf..
iam too lazy..
so if iam to grade myself now.. it'll be quite bad..
==;

seeing how my dad now troubled over work, i now.. "worrying" over myself, though he now troubled to the point he just takes it a day at a time.. lol

it's bad to be without aspirations..
if u dun aim, u wun grow
if u wun grow, u wun succeed
if u wun succeed, u cant live.
aim, even with obstruction, overcome it and learn..
but i just cant think of anything to aspire ==;
i think iam like my dad now.. taking one day at a time..
is tt good or bad ==;

all i can think now, is i want a good life for my family..
no matter what job i do, i just want a good life for my family..
is tt a good enough dream?
maybe it's time.. time for a change..
change into what? i duno XD
just let it come by as time passes by XD haha
but 1st.. need to seriously know what kind of person am i ==;
i know iam lazy, stingy.. duno le
only these 2 traits stand out XD haha

Random: There is nothing to do but to move forward on this road.
Nights.